a cursed stageplay turned broadway

Life feels like a cursed stageplay; when it started out as a great idea, a whole cast coming together excitedly to what the future beholds, the venue of ambition has been picked out and production starts from this day onwards. then suddenly the storyline starts to crumble unexpectedly, just like a fly in your soup, or a fish-bone stuck in your throat, its unexpected, it brings horror and regrets. everyone tries to keep a strong will to keep going on, so everyone buffs up and continues with their parts, even though the storyline is now non-existent. slowly but surely, each one of them start questioning: "what am i doing in this situation? why am i here? what role am i suppose to be playing? what if the storyline went differently? can i change the storyline myself? what do i do right now?" then there are those who say to themselves, "i wish i never joined this play." everyone does it grudgingly, yet they do it anyway, as a cow would plough the field. sure, props and the stage may break apart, costumes would tear, pent up emotions will explode onstage, but as time goes by, everything starts to come together. In the end, the play becomes one of the most sought after plays in the world, and all these horrible thoughts will never be remembered again. 

what i'm trying to say is, there are times even for me to feel upset at the world, how i wished life was different and there were things i could do to make life better. sometimes i wished that if i wasn't here, would life be a lot easier for the others? but then again, there are plenty of times that i've enjoyed to the fullest and life couldn't be better. as i've been told time and time again, god put me here for a reason, every obstacle is a lesson in disguise to make me a stronger person than i was yesterday. for every drop of tears, i know i have to stand up and keep on going no matter how difficult it is. i've passed those moments of darkness, and now i'm on the road towards the path of light, so i shouldn't be turning around and heading back there. so right now, i'm swallowing all these wistful thinkings, regrets, frustrations and negativity down and trying my hardest to embrace what fortune i have instead.